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Name: Andrew
Location: Dayton, Ohio, United States
Birthday: 4/28/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Anime, Computers, Manga, Friends, AMV's, Japanese
Expertise: Computers, Making AMV's, Editing, Video, Helping Friends, Gaming, Japanese
Occupation: Unemployed
Industry: Media
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Member Since:
6/17/2004
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| Well I know its been a while xanga has seen anything from me.
Lets start at the beginning, well I am still unemployed and I don't have stable employment quite yet, I will say that these past months from January til now has been somewhat of a emotional roller coaster ride for me. I went through some stuff with Brian, and going through free work at the service center (I REALLY should have gotten paid for that -_-) and working at the central kitchen during the summer. Oh yeah I also saw my best friends, Amanda and Leah graduate.
Well I'm going to start off with Brian, well after letting bygones be bygones, things seem to have been going well, at least thats what I thought, fast forward to June -- there was alot of drama going on which I'm not gonna go into, Brian was being a bit prejudice against one of my friends just because she smokes pot, now I don't know about you, but I thought he was not being fair against my friend. The last nail in the coffin for me was that Brian was having an arguement with my friend about a political topic, and get this, he starts being an asshole twards me, and starts burning bridges with me and just tosses my friendship in the trash. To be honest, I was nearly suicidal when I heard that fateful voicemail. Thanks brian, for the 5 years of friendship and the five that I defend you and give a damn about you. Thanks alot. Ass.
Granted I have forgiven him and I wanted to try and start over, but it seems like my efforts have been futile. Well, Brian, it was nice knowing you....
As for other things such as the Summer program I'm not gonna lie, I really liked working there, I liked getting paid and all that other good stuff, but unfortunately I really wish some issues we're worked out beforehand, it really put alot of stress on me. Right now I'm still working at central kitchen but it won't last long the 30th is the end, and I'm really depressed by that, but lucklly I have BVR and Capablities helping me find a job. Like I said in the last entry I hope to find a job by November so I can go on this trip in March to see my friends. Speaking of that, this last part of the entry is dedicated to them....
Kristina...
DeAngelo (different person btw)...
Steven...
Where can I begin? I have barely know you all for for a year, and I will say it felt like 7 years, where we're you all when I was in school my school life would have been so much fun and less darker, now granted I had some people like Malcolm, Angelina, Haley, Tym and some others. It would have been cooler with them around. I really do thank them and I hope I get to meet them in March. Thank you guys so much for helping me in these dark times I don't know what I would have done without you guys. You all are amazing people, and you all are my heroes.
Thank you... very much. I love you all like my own family. DeA, youre like the big brother I have never had, Kristina you're like the awesome little sister I never had, and Steven you're an awesome dude and I consider you a brother as well. I trust you all alot more than my own family.
But seriously, thank you very much.
To end this I'd like to quote something from Japanese Mother 1 guide.
When you gain friends, be sure you bring them into Magicant, and buy items for them. Your friends start off very weak you see.
The same can be said about life.
That is it and I shall see you later.
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| Well, I should start updating this again. This is going to be a personal blog, and WILL be my only one (for real this time). I'm gonna delete the LJ I have now. I miss using xanga and I'm gonna start using it again, while tumblr will be used for rants and reviews, and course dA for my art stuffs.
Well anyway, today was pretty damn awesome but at the same time it was pretty tiring and I do feel really damn tired too. I'm getting paid very well, but the sad thing its temporary and the people really do love having me work there. It sucks that its all going to end on the 30th. : ( Oh well, fun while it lasted. But I do hope to have some jobs lined up by November so I can head to San Fransisco to see my best friends.
Oh yeah I've been playing an awesome game, but I shall tell you all about that later.
I can never stop using Xanga, to me, I just have an attachment to it and I had fun writing stuff about my day wheather it's good or bad. And it gives me something to look back on too, because after all I've been writing on this thing since 2004.
I can turn this into a novel. hah. :3
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| Well yesterday I finally bit the bullet and did it, I applied for Krogers. Sorry for sounding religious but I hope to god this works out, and if I'm doing good, I think I'll quit the work program I'm at and never look back. Look, I'm just starting to get sick and tired of their bullshit *real miffed about them taking me out of medowdale, but meh*. I'm REALLY hoping this goes through.
For those thinking I'll be some loser, just so you know, this isn't a job I plan to do for all my life. This is just something I'm just doing to pay the bills and whatnot. I would not mind getting into computer repair, or hell, repairing arcade cabnets, or even getting back into film.
Well at least I'll have a steady job going... maybe that new computer and going to japan might be in my reach soon enough (and maybe go to Saskatoon and San Fransisco?! O.O).
But yes, that is all. See you next time.
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| It was alright, and I got to wax nostalgic once again. XD
But it was less fun than last year for some odd reason, it just wasn't as magical. Maybe it was due to bullshit thats been happening with my friends in the past weeks. I also learned about the value of older Lionel Model Trains. Because, back in the day believe it or not, I was a big train nut. I always loved playing with those things. I even remember I used to go to train cons too. So yeah it was fun too.
*sigh* I hope that life doesn't get suckier from here because honestly, this hasn't been a good Christmas for me. I know I might be saying too soon. But yeah. Ugh.
...That's all I have to say.
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| Well... where can I start?
Like anyone reads this thing anyway, not like I care though. But eh, ish.
Well, here's some pointless shit to read.
I haven't updated in 2 months obviously. But you already knew that. *shrug* Things have been going well (I guess) over at Medowdale, I don't know about you, but some of the kids on that bus and at that school are fucking assholes and douchebags. Seriously. I'm really surprised I haven't lost my cool on some of these kids, I did raise my voice a little but I just try to pay no mind to their douchebaggieness. Then again, I'm just a mere "special ed" retarded loser kid who is just working in the back of a cafeteria. I try to do my job to the best of my ablity, but I still get shit. You know, fuck that, any monkey can waltz in there and do my job easy. I mean yeah, there are some things, but this food service thing and the job program are just things that aren't for me.
Speaking of the job program...
I think its time I take my leave, I don't know why I joined that cursed program. I mean, I did learn some things and made some money. But the people just outright ANNOY the shit out of me, and I feel like the odd man out. No offense to them, but I feel quite normal when I look at them. I'm not looking down on them, but I feel like I'm in "One Flew Over the Coocoo's nest," like like I'm in Jack Nickelson's character in that movie (Read: I can't remember that guy's name). I know now I don't have autism/ausbergers (I do have some symptoms, but I'm not all that autistic or have) I'll admit I'm still somewhat socially awkward and shit, and I'm working on that day by day through trials and tribluations and whatnot. But yeah.
That's all I have to say... have a good day.
P.S. I'm an asshole.
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